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Intro
02:50
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2. |
Stain Home
04:52
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My room's a mess of wires
More wounds to cauterize
Inside there's endless time
And now I feel, now I feel alive
Be good, don't go outside
Poor fools theorize
The government is off the hook this time
The threat is real, the threat is real outside
Just talk to me I'm stayin' home tonight
The loneliness of stayin home
My room's a mess of wires
More fuel should put out all these fires
But alas I still hear the choir
Sing to me, sing to me desire
I love to talk to you
When there ain't nothin to do
Part of me's still in love with you
Talk to me let me think we'll see it through
Just talk to me I'm stayin' home tonight
Stay with me, don't let me be alone
Stay with me even just on the phone
Just talk to me I'm stayin' home tonight
The loneliness of stayin' home
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3. |
Describe The Light
06:30
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In the beginning I could have loved you, but we grew apart. Its just a cycle that we continue, but that's all we got. In the beginning we just wanna share things until we are taught. This microcosm relationship : Human kindness seems lost.
Describe the light to me cuz I can't see. (I can't preach, I can't breach, I can't
breathe).
Build up defenses , becoming relentless, and nothing gets in. Build up defenses, draw guns
behind fences, and nobody wins. You cast the first stone from within a dream world where nobody sins. Death all around us, I pray that life's ending is where hope begins.
Describe the light to me cuz I can't
see. (I can't preach, I can't breach, I can't breathe).
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4. |
Wave Of Suffering
03:20
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Could've been the wave of suffering
that proceeded my perception
and all the dust it left behind
coughed out the lungs of everyone I've ever seen
I'd believe me if I could, if I could, I could I could
Resolve: I'll wait for myself to die
with a twinkle in my eye
I have things i'd really like to change
I know there's no reason in hoping
I'd believe me if I could, if I could, I could I could
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5. |
See Thru
04:42
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I want something like you
I don't wanna be see thru
I don't wanna be see thru
Let me tell you a story
Let me tell you a story
Let me tell you a story
Story
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6. |
Crossed My Mind
04:50
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I wish i was there for me
I am flawed for all to see
All I cared for carelessly , there for me
Learn to live for no one else
Put no man above myself
Feelings that I've never felt, presence felt
Guess it's safe to say that I've crossed you off mine,
But I won't lie you crossed my mind
I told you the truth, you said not to rely
But I won't lie you crossed my mind
I found hope in silver lines
But I feel it fade at times
It got tough to say it's fine, realign
There's a place we all have been
Far from all the mess we're in
In the bin is where I've been, there within
Guess it's safe to say that I've crossed you off mine,
But I won't lie you crossed my mind
I told you the truth, you said not to rely
But I won't lie you crossed my mind
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7. |
Thinkin' Bout Food
03:45
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I'm thinkin bout food
If I could I would eat all the food in the house, put me in a better mood
And I know it won't solve anything, but i still want a milkshake from burger king cuz
I'm thinkin bout food
All i want is to stuff my face til the memories of you are all erased
Burger, fries, and maybe a shake
I don't care about losing any weight cuz
I'm thinkin bout food
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8. |
Turn Your Back
03:29
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Can't sleep now , cuz I've waited for all this time
Can't die yet cuz I've waited for all this time, cuz I've waited for all this time, time
Destroyed myself cuz I thought you might change your mind
My sense of self will no longer rely on why I hated to see us die
I've waited all this time for you to turn your back on me
My bed's too big , it can only fit one side
My mind don't work, I can only see one side, I can only see one side, I
Every day, I wake up with a task in mind
Every day, you corrupt my peace of mind, you corrupt my peace of mind
I've waited all this time for you to turn your back on me
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9. |
Believe In Urself
02:53
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I think that love is something I have achieved
Believe in yourself just like I have believed
I gotta breathe, we're alone in this world
I feel relief when I don't use my words
Heavenly place, friends, family and me
I see myself from the canopy
Reap what I sow, dehydrated seeds
To care is to share but to love is to need
Am I too drunk to conceptualize that I want you for more than just your eyes ?
Liquor not water in my family tree
You feel like a goddess thanks for handling me
Heavenly place, friends, family and me
I see myself from the canopy
Reap what I sow, dehydrated seeds
To care is to share but to love is to need
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10. |
In This Moment
04:50
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I slept alone tonight
Followed the rabbit down there
I never got it right
Seems like I'm far too out there
When will I realize
The sum of all this nonsense
The sun is in my eyes
The cost of these false prophets
In this moment I could not resist
In this moment it could not make sense
Why do I memorize
Every disgusting detail
So we can glamorize
The saddest tales retail
I guess that it's alright
I think I'm coming down now
Everything that I write condensed into one sound now
In this moment I could not resist
In this moment it could not make sense
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11. |
All I Find
04:16
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Spent a lot today but I can't buy back my time, if money is all i want money is all I find
I'm so tired of reading all the signs, if money is all I want money is all I find
Can't get past the maze it's far too well designed, if money is all I want money is all I find
I'm so tired of feeling left behind, if money is all I want money is all I find
Til theres nothing left to use
I will never feel renewed
My aperture was left askew
Someday I will feel renewed, someday I will pay what's due
Spent my teenage years chugging stolen wine, if peace is all I want peace is all I find
I retired from court payments and fines, if peace is all I want peace is all I find
Didn't have to pay my tithes when they showed me the divine, if peace is all I want,
Peace is all i find
My soul rests mired in VST's and sines, if peace is all I want peace is all I find
Always something else to do
When I'm here I feel renewed
Even though I'm black and blue
Someday I will feel renewed, someday I will pay what's due
In the mirror today, saw someone I recognize, if love is all I want love is all I find
I'll stop trying to hold you all the time, if love is all I want love is all I find
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12. |
Anyone Who Loves Me
03:04
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Feels like I am a ghost
Words don't even come close
I'll say but you won't know
How highs can be so low
Let's smoke a cigarette
That'll feel good I bet
Tell me what makes you sweat
Your words, I can't forget
And I'm sorry to anyone who loves me
I'm so caught in my ways
My whole life is a haze
You make me feel amazed
But it's self love I crave
I'll make a couple bucks
Distract from my shit luck
I'm lonely and I'm stuck
I know I've had enough
And I'm sorry to anyone who loves me
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13. |
Superhero
04:35
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No superpowers cuz we're all the same
I use super strength just to feel ok
Stretch myself until i can feel it break
I can't catch a break try to fly away
Individuals but we treasure sameness
Brag about pain but we treasure saneness
I count 123 and it goes away
I count 123 and it stays the same
I'll decide how i break
Save yourself I'm a fake
Can't decide so I'll wait
Can't decide so I'll wait
Found my kryptonite and it's in a drink
Need a time machine just for time to think
It's no secret my identity
Fell down, threw up, felt serenity
I'll decide how I break
Save yourself I'm a fake
Can't decide so I'll wait
Can't decide so I'll wait
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14. |
My Life Story
03:18
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Let me tell you my life story, I'll try not to bore you long
Started off with grave expectations, now those hopes are dead and gone
9 or 10 moved out of the city to a house with a front lawn
Lots of pressure on my mother after my father was gone
Seems like sickness started quickly, getting high at punk rock shows
Didn't know it'd progress like this but that is natural I suppose
Just want to be true
Met someone that made me feel valued, she exposed me to the divine
Cashed my chips in way too early, pretty soon I'd lost my mind
Later on my habit was all that I'd want to do with my time
People came and went away and watched my mental health decline
Just want to be true
Now I've started chipping away at what keeps me tied to the cause
Now that I see light in the tunnel, I should not be scared of flaws
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